arrggg my life is soo messed up its not funny
well it is for me and some people lol
*shot*
ok, first, the Guy A and B thingo just went *poof!!*
"forget it, he's an idiot and i cant be waiting another 20 years or something"
"ok cant find his address ANYWHERE orz"""
hmm ok i like someone else :I
but
but
BUT!!
THIS IS THE MOST
STUPIDEST THING IVE
EVER DONE
its also my first but
WHO CARES!!

ok he's the idiot of the class that has a 3 second memory span like a gold fish
ok im exaggerating he isnt that dumb but
yer
he's a rly rly rly
nice
guy
and i've been liking him for a good while
ok... its easier confessing to him than
to either guy A or B
in previous journal i cant remember
but yer, he's nice
i like nice guys
nice guys r...nice
yer

(prepare for the worst part ready?)
kk it was on a tuesday...no wednesday..yeah wednesday
i went home and i asked advice from an idiot
a WHAT?!
an idiot
WHAT?!
well he aint that of an idiot
but i got advice from JJ which did not help
went to some good advice
umm cant remember who else
buttt but but but
i went on msn
the idiot told me to tell him how i felt
i sed no wai, then shane (the guy i like) came on which was JKWHNKARJEENK HELP ME
peter (the idiot) asked me to tell shane to unblock him
and i did
i sed hii which was quite hard to say for some reason
and yer i asked shane if i were weird
he gave me the most...
uh.. how can i explain... longest answer in like 2 years
and went \"ummmmmmmm...............................................................\"
and finally after 20 years "not at all, why?"
they always ask why
i sed "um idk cus i was just asking" he goes "ohk" typical answer
then i panic cus peter the idiot rants on about how i should tell him
so i went "um um um" shane went "why u ask?" (again?!?! wtf)
i sed "idk"
and THIS IS THE PART WHERE I WENT WRONG AND YEAH REGRET THE DAY I SED IT
yeah not gonna go into anymore detains then that, i sed "i like you" and then
"OH LOOK AT THE TIME!! HAHAHA TIME JUST FLIES PAST SO QUICKLY! GOT TO GO!!! BYEE"
and i put my msn thing to offline
he goes "viv?" even tho i was offline (the hell)
i go back on cus told me
and yer after that...ok just overall summary i got rejected
HAPPILY EVA AFTER!! well im not mad or anything
....wait he didnt rly reject me, he just rejected my feelings
which was quite sad
he liked someone anyways tough luck
JUST FORGET ABOUT HIM DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok
after that peter the idiot (not so idiot anymore) sed he liked me
and asked why i still like skinna (shane's nick name weird eh?)
i sed idk i just do
i didnt want to hurt his feelings so i sed maybe when he asked if i liked him back
gawsh...
and then this girl asked me out WTF
she goes "hey wanna go out?" fffffffffffffffffffffffffffff
i sed no obiously so yeah stuffed up life i have.
i dont know whut to do, cant forget about skinna... so hard, i try and try just cant
nup
cant
i go to school with the dullest mood
and he doesnt talk to me anymore
ok...only thing skinna sed to me was "hi"
THATS IT!!
wait... oh wait no he also sed "oh can i borrow a piece of paper since yer so nice"
with that damn _cute voice of his...
*sigh* oh well...OH WAIT!!
the worst worst WORST THING IN THE WHOLE WORLD
is that he's moving to perth...in like...uh...idk when
but soon, he wont be going to school next year
which is quite sad and i really dont want him to go

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NEXT TOPIC!! gosh such a long journal sorry!! orz"
commissions!!
i want to open commissions to donate to charity around the coast
think its a good idea?
idk if im that good enough.. but ill give it a go
shane inspired me teehee
cus he organized Paws 4 a Cause Fundraiser Walk
which u bring ur dog or something to this park he organized
and its $5 per dog so its ok
im sooo going
well who doesnt?
yeah anyways, i just want to do something good when i have the chance
cus in the future i might not be able to do this kind of thing
so whut do u gaiz think?

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